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Empty fields are empty because the work has not happened, not because it went badly. Earlier entries are not edited when later ones contradict them.

16 September

Is it enough to record what people chose, if the interesting thing is why they chose it?

Thought

That a closed vocabulary was both safer and sufficient. Fixed options, ids and counts, nothing typed — and I said so on the ethics page as a feature.

Broke

Every candidate finding I wrote down needed a reason attached to be interpretable. 'Kept the reading and marked the fact as complicating it' is a behaviour; whether the person could say what it cost them is the actual question, and no set of buttons recovers that.

Changed

Reasoning boxes, optional and capped at 600 characters, labelled 'stored verbatim' where they appear. The previous claim is retracted rather than edited away. The closure guarantee still holds for everything else: unknown fields are dropped, not stored.

Still don't know

Whether asking for a reason changes the choice that precedes it. It plausibly does, and I have not built the condition that would detect it.

16 September

Why does a different interpretation of a character sometimes feel like a different person, when nothing in the evidence has moved?

Thought

That stories give us stable character categories, and a retelling swaps one category for another. Cruel becomes frightened; the label does the work.

Broke

The same character stays recognisable across retellings that disagree completely about what he is. If the label were doing the work, he would not survive the swap. Something else is holding the identity together and it is not the interpretation.

Changed

I stopped looking for what makes a reading correct and started looking at what it costs to keep one. That is the experiment in the character lab: not which reading you end on, but how many facts you absorbed to stay where you were.

Still don't know

Whether accommodation is distinguishable from being right, from the inside, at the time. I do not think it is, and I do not know what follows from that.

16 September

Is the same structure really present in myth, physics, inference and machines?

Thought

Yes — and the more places I found it, the more convinced I got. Each new domain felt like confirmation.

Broke

That is precisely what it feels like to be wrong about a pattern. So I wrote three fake connections, in the same voice, using the same method. Then I could not reliably tell them from my own after a week away.

Changed

The self-critique stopped being a section at the end and became the instrument on the claims page. Every connection now carries a verdict, and three fabrications are mixed in. If my real claims are indistinguishable from my inventions, the reader should find that out by failing to distinguish them, not by being told.

Still don't know

Whether two surviving connections out of ten is a real finding or a small enough number to be noise in my own judgement.

16 September

Does reinterpreting yourself work the way reinterpreting a character does?

Thought

That it does, and that this was the most interesting thing in the project. Same events, changed assumption, different person — applied to a life.

Broke

In a retelling the events are fixed and public. In autobiography they are neither. Every time I have genuinely changed my reading of something I did, I also remembered different things about it, weighted them differently, or found details I had not been carrying. The thing I claimed was held constant is the thing that moves.

Changed

Dropped it. It is on the map as a severed line and on the claims page as abandoned, because deleting it would have been the exact behaviour the project is about.

Still don't know

Whether the memory shift causes the reinterpretation or follows it. There is a literature on this and I have not read enough of it to have a position I would defend.

16 September

Do people update interpretations substantially when contextual evidence changes?

Thought

Large movement on the first piece of evidence, less afterwards, and disagreement that narrows without closing.

Broke

— nothing yet —

Changed

— nothing yet —

Still don't know

Everything. Nothing has been collected. This entry is here to be answered later.